I was 19 years old, in film school at the Tisch School of the Arts in New York City, when I was called to serve birthing people and their families.

The simplest way I could imagine serving people was to start at the beginning … in the first moments of life. Drawn to midwifery, I cold-called every midwife in a 15 mile radius of my apartment. (Believe it or not, some of the most amazing events in my life have happened after cold calls.) This is how I met my mentor, a CNM (Certified Nurse Midwife) attending homebirths throughout the five boroughs.

In 2004, I attended Connie Sultana’s birth doula workshop through the organization DONA. Since the beginning of my career, I have believed that birth is a normal, yet profound, life event. Several thousand births later, I still do.

During my first years as a doula in NYC, I volunteered with Bellevue Hospital’s doula program, helping the most marginalized birthing women — recently immigrated, uninsured and non-English speaking women — achieve human-centered, and family-honoring births.


HOMEBIRTH taught me to honor birth as a sacred, magical event. It taught me how to serve women through the hardest, longest of labors. I am grateful for each woman/person who invited me to attend their birth.

After returning to NYU for nursing school, I became a Labor & Delivery Nurse. As an L&D nurse, I’ve worked in hospitals all over the country. In my search for understanding I traveled to Guatemala for six months through the organization Midwives for Midwives. There I lived, learned and worked with indigenous midwives serving their rural highland communities.

I’ve served birthing and postpartum people as a inpatient obstetrical nurse in Los Angeles, San Diego, Dallas, Omaha, California’s Central Valley and the Navajo Nation. Each setting taught me new lessons. Every single person-baby-family I’ve served has taught me new lessons.

In 2011, I gave birth to our daughter at home in San Diego. I’m very proud of that. I realize now that it took incredible courage for me, a nurse trained in the medical model of care, to surrender to giving birth. {Listen to my birth story at the birth hour.} Motherhood has been my greatest teacher of all – it’s taught me humility, patience, and most importantly, resilience.

Each person I meet in labor, I feel invited to serve with passion and love. I consider myself a “with-human”, a guide and protector of birthing people and their babies. I consider this work my deepest calling. I’m grateful for this honor.

Top photo: Katie Engelbert. All other photos are mine.

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